Have you ever?

[peach]

have you ever fellt that you had so mutch love to give but there's no one who's being there for you no one that looks up, notice you or takes time for you? I'm in that place right now. I feel so not in control of my life at the moment, everyone arounds you doing their thing, keeps on living, "while you feel like you standing in the middle of the room and no one's there to pull you back" That's a qoute from Titanic by the way. I'm not just taölking about love to a boyfriend or a crush or something like that, I'm talking about love from your family, (my family) I know my sister is there for me but somethings she just fon't understand. My dad doesnt take time for me or treat me like his daughter and mu mum, do I have a mum?

If it doesn't make sense, here's the lyrics from Brandy's Have you ever hope it can explain some of the things.

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything up to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've givin your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for that day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much)
It makes you cry (makes you wanna break down and cry)
Have you ever needed something so bad (so, so bad)
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever (ever, ever)

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Coz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much)
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night (just can't sleep at night)
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right (dont come out, oh)
Have you ever, have you ever (ever, ever)

Oh, HAVE U EVER

I hope it gets better it will get better.
I just felt like I had to speak to someone, what is your thoughts of it?

[qzx00]

Have you ever had a crazy orgy while high on X in a minivan?

[peach]

What?????????

[hasselbrad]

Originally Posted by qzx00

Have you ever had a crazy orgy while high on X in a minivan?

Nice...dickhead!

Peach,
I didn't really understand the situation with your mother, but I understand how you feel about your father. I have a daughter. Feel free to PM.

[peach]

Originally Posted by hasselbrad

Nice...dickhead!

Peach,
I didn't really understand the situation with your mother, but I understand how you feel about your father. I have a daughter. Feel free to PM.

I have to get ready for work, mabye after, tomorrow or on Sunday. Going to my cousins birthday party Saturday night.

[duckula]

Have you ever not given a shit? Why yes.

[wee me]

Originally Posted by duckula

Have you ever not given a shit? Why yes.

aw be nice

[Liam]

Originally Posted by peach

have you ever fellt that you had so mutch love to give but there's no one who's being there for you no one that looks up, notice you or takes time for you?

Not really. Nobody takes any notice, but then again - I'm not giving love to anyone. In my experience, love is pain.

[Ardnax]

I haven't gotten any side effects by zoloft.

[ryan]

Originally Posted by Ardnax

I haven't gotten any side effects by zoloft.

you're 14 and already on antidepressants? :icon_err:
i'd say its normal for a kid your age to not always feel great.

anywho, zoloft was the pits for me...sexual side effects, sweating at night, constant yawning, etc.

[Ardnax]

Originally Posted by ryan

you're 14 and already on antidepressants? :icon_err:
i'd say its normal for a kid your age to not always feel great.

anywho, zoloft was the pits for me...sexual side effects, sweating at night, constant yawning, etc.

I have tryed to kill myself five times....

[duckula]

You should try harder.