[eelliiinn]

I kind of get how you're feeling, I've got a similar problem, except this guy isn't my ex, the problem for me is his age, he's... a few years older. I've realised that I can't get what I want and be smart at the same time, so I'm trying to be somewhere in between, but I know that there will come a day when I have to explain that we cant get that serious, and that day is gonna have to come soon.

And just like you I decided that I like being single, relationships isn't for me, I like being free...

And now about advices, I suck at giving them, so they will probably not help you much. All I can say is you gotta decide if you're gonna go with your feelings or be smart, cause, unfortunately, it seems like you can't be both...