I don't know what to do. I wan't to go back home. But I don't wan't to give up. I still want to give things a try, but without waiting around. I'm gonna become bitter from being lonely. Atleast at home I had people who cared for me.
So what do I do, go home, being close to my relatives wishing I was somewhere else. Or stay here without anyone, waiting for something I want? Why can't you never have both ways.