I think Ice expressed himself perfectly. Your post took it to a whole new level of obsessiveness and it's the sort of thing that's actually quite scary and suggests to me that one day she's gonna end up being hurt by one of you stalker-types. I hope not, but it's the same sort of stuff spouted by fans who end up killing their idols.
You're all in limerance, not love. You need to learn the difference. And get over it.