I turn my head away.
On the verge of losing control
Overwhelmed by your presence.
Oblivious you pass on by
In a hurry, yet pausing to talk.
I hold back the tears,
only to release them when
I lock myself away from the world.
Blissful dreams fill my sleep,
Violently interupted when I wake.
Allready the brief moment of happiness
As I struggle through the day
One step from losing it.
Distant friends well meaning words
Do not ease my pain.
Meloncholy tears flow,
My entire existance ,revolving
What I can never have
What can never be.
And yet I wish for time to stand still,
To live in that moment forever.