Cold,fiery chills, devilish cackles,
Icy tendrils burn through
My mind overwhelmed.
Dispair weighs upon my heart.
Ignored, silence forced upon,
Silent screams echo up into
I CAN'T HELP MYSELF
I know that what I desire
Will never come about.
I can't control how you
Make me feel.
To me you are perfect,
My hopes and love
Rolled into one.
TIME TO GET OUT OF THIS PLACE
Don't think I don't notice the sly stares,
Or hear the whispers behind my back.
What the F**K! Makes you better than me?
Acting all perfect and S**T.
Yea, I know your dirty little secrets.
You are as fake as the orgasms
That make your husband swagger about
Sure that he is gods gift to women.
Or that you pop prozac,
Washed down with vodka straight,
Daily attempts to drown the pain.
But the worse is, you are not alone,
OH no,you and your "social circle"
Trophy b*****s, broken down wh ores,
Bitter and miserable,
As ugly outside as you are inside.
TELL ME LIES
The truth, harsh and cruel,
Shredding my heart,
Tears of blood stain my cheeks.
Why did you gloat over my pain?
How could you spike my love?
Couldn't you have whispered
Tender lies into my ears,
To shield me from reality?
The days have been long and lonely,
Dreary in their mindless routine,
Sorrow and pain fill my waking moments,
My dreams full of anguish, I toss and turn.
Time goes by without word,
No calls, not even a postcard.
I long to reunite despite the