I was never obsessed, just interested. During that phase, sometimes I just drifted away and imagined what it would be like talking to her, being in the same room as her, and what's the first thing I would say to her if I had the chance. Simple shit like that, nothing major.
Now I hardly think of her. I don't love her, I don't think I ever did. But I know it doesn't make me any less of a fan.
"As a human being, I don't suppose I have any real individuality. I'm the people I've met; I'm a mixture of everything I've ever read or seen. I'm everyone I've ever loved."
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